Looong Distance Love Affair

Hubby is now in Frankfurt, from there  he will fly to Norway to work. Alone ang drama ko ngayon. I sent him to the airport and I stayed until I knew that he was already on the plane. Walang masyadong dramang naganap because we were in a hurry, plus nagdrama na si hubby sa house, sa amin dalawa kasi mas emotional sya, kaya I need to portrayed that I am strong para sa kanya, but deep inside nyeee,, maiiwan ako dito, wala akong sense of direction, hindi ako organized na tao (and he is), wala na akong cook, wala na akong kasama sa kwarto, wala na akong kausap, nakakatamad tuloy lumabas, kumain sa labas, kaya ko kaya? lahat yan tumatakbo sa isip ko. Tapos boom nabasa ko ito sa status message nya pinost nya nung nasa pre departure area sya, ayun na cryola na lola nyo, tapos he called me when he was on the plane na ayun na umiiyak din si hubby, hindi na makasalita ibinaba na lang namin ung phone.

I am just very thankful most especially kay Lord, side kwento lang, saturday before mag father's day I took a pregnancy test pero NEGATIVE we were crying until Sunday habang nasa church kami umiiyak kami Father's day nun, we were asking God what is HIS plan for us, then Monday came and hubby got this job offer, kaya ang bilis ng reply ni GOD, this is the reason why hindi pa nya kami binigyan ng baby last June. Kaya thank you so much LORD!!! We love YOU!!!

At kay hubby naman, salamat at inaalay mo sa akin lahat ng pangarap mo, salamat sa sakripisyo mo para sa ating dalawa.  Miss na kita! I love u mwahugs!!!

HaPINAS!!!!

Last week we had a short vacation at HOME!!!! We booked our flight night before our trip. We've been planning to go home but we were waiting for something (secret muna), then when we received the good news gora na kam ni hubby. I went to the office early wednesday morning to inform my boss, luckily my boss is not KJ kaya HaPINAS na talaga. We arrived 9pm in Manila, from the airport we travelled straight to my hometown Candelaria, my mother doesn't know pala na uuwi kami until nung pauwi na sila ni Che galing sa school, di kasi nagbabasa ng text, hehehe. There was a typhoon last week but during our stay pabugso bugso lang ang ulan hindi yung tuloy tuloy na malakas, in fact umaaraw pa din nun, God is great!!! We were able to visit pa my relatives in Lipa, and family ni mark sa Manila. We really had a great time, hindi nga lang kami nakapag meet sa mga friends namin sobrang kulang na yung time. Ngayon sobrang sakit nang katawan ko, tapos tambak pa ang work sa office, oh well that's life, kaya heto ang pamparelax ko,,, =))

Happy 11th Anniversary!!!!

Today we are celebrating our 11 years together, time flies so fast parang kailan lang nung sinagot ko si Mark wahehehe. More than a decade of love, laughters and fun, and let's not forget the hardship, arguments, petty quarrels that we had to make this relationship last, we still have a lot of struggles to encounter but I know we can surpass anything as long as we are willing and choosing to love each other.

Love you Hon!!! Tenchu!!! Mwahugs!!!!

I PRAY. I EAT. I READ.

I learned that I am a kind of person that when I have problems, I am stressed and when things are not going the way I wanted, I build a wall na I don't want to get noticed, and that I let myself to heal muna and when I am ready and coping dun na ulit ako lalabas sa lungga ko.

So what I am doing during those times of healing and escaping to the world? I pray. I eat. I read.

I PRAY.
Praying makes me feel relax and calm. When I pray I can let my emotions out without a fear of judgement. It is the time of learning about myself and everyone/everything around me. It gives me the good picture of REAL-ization, REAL amazing things that happened to me, na I should focus on that and not on the trials and negative feelings.
I thank God for reaching out, he always communicate with us, everytime we go to church naamaze kami na bigla yung message is about sa nangyayari sa amin. Like nung Sunday the message was about gratitude and hope.

I EAT.

Yung lahat ng binawas ko na timbang lahat yun na gain ko. Ewan ko ganun ako pag depress kain ng kain, kaya enough na ang drama drama at baka maging balyena na ako hehehe,,


I READ.

I am loving the Slightly Seies of Wendy Markham, I love Tracey, the main character ng book, I am done with Slightly Single, Slightly Settled, now I am reading Slightly Married.
Natapos ko na din pala yung kay Sophie Kinsella na I've got your number, super kilig and super tawa ako nung part na nag paplay sila ng scrabble.

I'm glad I am back!!! =)

Kumusta na kayo????
I miss blogging talaga. actually si hubby din, niremind nga nya ako nung Thursday night na hindi na ako nagboblog at ung last post ko ay nung May pa, kumusta naman July na ngayon,, hehehe,, nagbabasa pala si hubby ng blog ko hehehe.
Oh well, naging madrama ang buhay ko last month, hindi naman sobrang dramang drama kaya wala naman dapat ikabahala,  and I am back now to my own self, I am trying to  live as happy as I can be, everyday is struggling pa din especially when I am at home ( eto na ang drama, ang kinakatakutan ko dati nangyari na ako na lang ang hindi buntis sa mga friends ko sa house, ang laki ng problema ko noh hehehe, ok para maging fair naman at bago nyo ako ijudge  imagine nyo yung self nyo sa akin with 2 pretty pregnant friends at home, talking about babies and pregnancy, while me and my husband are struggling to have one).

God is great and faithful, I remember it was Saturday before father's day, my menstruation was delayed at sobrang delayed na nya na I was hoping and praying na pregnant ako, my plan was to test on Sunday para Father's day, but my friend who got pregnant first told me that our other housemate/friend is pregnant na din, tugudog tugudog ang sabi ng dibdib ko hahaha,, kaya that same day before our dinner nag test na ako at para kaming  pinagbagsakan ng langit at lupa when I saw that it was negative, sabi ko bakit namna yung dalaw ko ngayon pa nagmintis parang pinaglalaruan lang damdamin naming mag asawa. We tried to act normal during dinner time as we were all eating together, and the newly preggy housemate/friend was happy na may mga hint na sa mga words nya na she's pregnant na, me and my husband were just quiet the whole time. Then came Sunday, I feel very sorry for my husband, kasi lahat ng postings sa facebook is about Father's day, we were crying at church, I remember it was about Asoph, the message was actually relating to us, as in God was talking to us that time and comforting us. Then Monday came, and God gave us the answer to our question WHY? I felt sorry for asking God and I ask for his forgiveness for not trusting on him completely. Now I know why, and God is faithful to his promises to us.

Basta tuloy lang ang buhay, to those who have burdens God is always with us, He never leaves us in any minute of our lives.

Happy weekend everyone!!!! Smile!!! =)

Happy 5!!!

5 years ago, I decided to sign a lifetime contract with Mark, that was the time when we had nothing, I was in my jeans and blouse, Mark was carrying a cake that we bought from Goldilocks as a gift to our Pastor, our wedding rings were customized by my Kuya Raymond, my mother was already waiting in the church together with my bestfriend Carmina and her husband Paul, hindi talaga planado basta ang mahalaga may wedding ring kami ok na kami. It was supposed to be a secret marriage e hahaha, pero di ko kayang itago sa family ko lalo na sa Inay, e supportive naman sila at payag naman sila kasi 6 years na kami nun ni Mark. Bakit kami nagmadali? Our first wedding was 4 days before his flight, after kasi nya mahire dito sa SG gusto nya bago sya umalis kasal na kami nagsigurado ba hahaha,, luckily nakahanap din ako ng work before sya umalis kaya naman hindi na ganun kalungkot nung umalis sya kasi alam namin na susunod ako after a month. He promised na magpapakasal ulit kami once nakaipon na, and true enough he fulfilled his promise, he gave me my dream wedding. Kung nung first wedding namin wala kaming wedding cake nung second wedding namin meron na kaming 5 layers na wedding cake, kung naka jeans at blouse lang ako nung first wedding namin, binihisan ako ni Mark ng napakagandang wedding gown, at kung sa Pizza hut lang kami kumain at 5 lang kami nung first wedding namin, sagana naman at lahat ng malalapit na kapamilya at kaibigan ay nandun nung second wedding namin.

Wala lang sarap lang mag reminisce, share ko na lang ulit yung Same Day Edit video namin. 

Furla: Perfect Bag this Summer

Life is Sweet nga eh kaya I should focus on the positive and beautiful things in my life, Thank you Lord, Thank you to my family and to my pretty friends here, and to those who truly care for us. Smile and make our life sweeter each day!!! hooray!!!

I love bags simply because bags can go well in all body forms, di sya namimili kung mataba o sexy ang magdadala, and I don't get rejection from bags, di tulad ng damit most of the time the saleslady will tell me that there's no more size for me hahaha!!! And I always forget that my size is different now compare with my size 10 years ago when all the designs suit me, mapa sleeveless, skinny jeans, dresses etc,, sometimes din naman yung mga designs para sa mga pang chubby make me look bigger than my usual size, ang hirap talaga.
For shoes naman ganun din, mostly ang available size ay maliit sa size ko, tapos madali akong masaktan kaya I pick the shoes base on my comfort and not on the design, maganda nga di naman ako makalakad.

I am lusting for these bags from Furla, perfect na perfect for summer and for rainy days din because they are made of very soft PVC kaya carry lang ang ulan. Kung di lang akon nagpapaka frugal gusto kong bumili agad agad OA, hehehe, promise sa Pasko papaskuhin ko ang sarili ko ng isa sa mga ito hehehe:

 Picture source from here: http://www.furla.com/it/statics/candy_evolution/