Love you Hon!!! Tenchu!!! Mwahugs!!!!
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Happy 11th Anniversary!!!!
Today we are celebrating our 11 years together, time flies so fast parang kailan lang nung sinagot ko si Mark wahehehe. More than a decade of love, laughters and fun, and let's not forget the hardship, arguments, petty quarrels that we had to make this relationship last, we still have a lot of struggles to encounter but I know we can surpass anything as long as we are willing and choosing to love each other.
Love you Hon!!! Tenchu!!! Mwahugs!!!!
Love you Hon!!! Tenchu!!! Mwahugs!!!!
Monday, July 9, 2012
I PRAY. I EAT. I READ.
I learned that I am a kind of person that when I have problems, I am stressed and when things are not going the way I wanted, I build a wall na I don't want to get noticed, and that I let myself to heal muna and when I am ready and coping dun na ulit ako lalabas sa lungga ko.
So what I am doing during those times of healing and escaping to the world? I pray. I eat. I read.
I PRAY.
Praying makes me feel relax and calm. When I pray I can let my emotions out without a fear of judgement. It is the time of learning about myself and everyone/everything around me. It gives me the good picture of REAL-ization, REAL amazing things that happened to me, na I should focus on that and not on the trials and negative feelings.
I thank God for reaching out, he always communicate with us, everytime we go to church naamaze kami na bigla yung message is about sa nangyayari sa amin. Like nung Sunday the message was about gratitude and hope.
I EAT.
Yung lahat ng binawas ko na timbang lahat yun na gain ko. Ewan ko ganun ako pag depress kain ng kain, kaya enough na ang drama drama at baka maging balyena na ako hehehe,,
I READ.
I am loving the Slightly Seies of Wendy Markham, I love Tracey, the main character ng book, I am done with Slightly Single, Slightly Settled, now I am reading Slightly Married.
Natapos ko na din pala yung kay Sophie Kinsella na I've got your number, super kilig and super tawa ako nung part na nag paplay sila ng scrabble.
So what I am doing during those times of healing and escaping to the world? I pray. I eat. I read.
I PRAY.
Praying makes me feel relax and calm. When I pray I can let my emotions out without a fear of judgement. It is the time of learning about myself and everyone/everything around me. It gives me the good picture of REAL-ization, REAL amazing things that happened to me, na I should focus on that and not on the trials and negative feelings.
I thank God for reaching out, he always communicate with us, everytime we go to church naamaze kami na bigla yung message is about sa nangyayari sa amin. Like nung Sunday the message was about gratitude and hope.
I EAT.
Yung lahat ng binawas ko na timbang lahat yun na gain ko. Ewan ko ganun ako pag depress kain ng kain, kaya enough na ang drama drama at baka maging balyena na ako hehehe,,
I READ.
I am loving the Slightly Seies of Wendy Markham, I love Tracey, the main character ng book, I am done with Slightly Single, Slightly Settled, now I am reading Slightly Married.
Natapos ko na din pala yung kay Sophie Kinsella na I've got your number, super kilig and super tawa ako nung part na nag paplay sila ng scrabble.
Saturday, July 7, 2012
I'm glad I am back!!! =)
Kumusta na kayo????
I miss blogging talaga. actually si hubby din, niremind nga nya ako nung Thursday night na hindi na ako nagboblog at ung last post ko ay nung May pa, kumusta naman July na ngayon,, hehehe,, nagbabasa pala si hubby ng blog ko hehehe.
Oh well, naging madrama ang buhay ko last month, hindi naman sobrang dramang drama kaya wala naman dapat ikabahala, and I am back now to my own self, I am trying to live as happy as I can be, everyday is struggling pa din especially when I am at home ( eto na ang drama, ang kinakatakutan ko dati nangyari na ako na lang ang hindi buntis sa mga friends ko sa house, ang laki ng problema ko noh hehehe, ok para maging fair naman at bago nyo ako ijudge imagine nyo yung self nyo sa akin with 2 pretty pregnant friends at home, talking about babies and pregnancy, while me and my husband are struggling to have one).
God is great and faithful, I remember it was Saturday before father's day, my menstruation was delayed at sobrang delayed na nya na I was hoping and praying na pregnant ako, my plan was to test on Sunday para Father's day, but my friend who got pregnant first told me that our other housemate/friend is pregnant na din, tugudog tugudog ang sabi ng dibdib ko hahaha,, kaya that same day before our dinner nag test na ako at para kaming pinagbagsakan ng langit at lupa when I saw that it was negative, sabi ko bakit namna yung dalaw ko ngayon pa nagmintis parang pinaglalaruan lang damdamin naming mag asawa. We tried to act normal during dinner time as we were all eating together, and the newly preggy housemate/friend was happy na may mga hint na sa mga words nya na she's pregnant na, me and my husband were just quiet the whole time. Then came Sunday, I feel very sorry for my husband, kasi lahat ng postings sa facebook is about Father's day, we were crying at church, I remember it was about Asoph, the message was actually relating to us, as in God was talking to us that time and comforting us. Then Monday came, and God gave us the answer to our question WHY? I felt sorry for asking God and I ask for his forgiveness for not trusting on him completely. Now I know why, and God is faithful to his promises to us.
Basta tuloy lang ang buhay, to those who have burdens God is always with us, He never leaves us in any minute of our lives.
Happy weekend everyone!!!! Smile!!! =)
I miss blogging talaga. actually si hubby din, niremind nga nya ako nung Thursday night na hindi na ako nagboblog at ung last post ko ay nung May pa, kumusta naman July na ngayon,, hehehe,, nagbabasa pala si hubby ng blog ko hehehe.
Oh well, naging madrama ang buhay ko last month, hindi naman sobrang dramang drama kaya wala naman dapat ikabahala, and I am back now to my own self, I am trying to live as happy as I can be, everyday is struggling pa din especially when I am at home ( eto na ang drama, ang kinakatakutan ko dati nangyari na ako na lang ang hindi buntis sa mga friends ko sa house, ang laki ng problema ko noh hehehe, ok para maging fair naman at bago nyo ako ijudge imagine nyo yung self nyo sa akin with 2 pretty pregnant friends at home, talking about babies and pregnancy, while me and my husband are struggling to have one).
God is great and faithful, I remember it was Saturday before father's day, my menstruation was delayed at sobrang delayed na nya na I was hoping and praying na pregnant ako, my plan was to test on Sunday para Father's day, but my friend who got pregnant first told me that our other housemate/friend is pregnant na din, tugudog tugudog ang sabi ng dibdib ko hahaha,, kaya that same day before our dinner nag test na ako at para kaming pinagbagsakan ng langit at lupa when I saw that it was negative, sabi ko bakit namna yung dalaw ko ngayon pa nagmintis parang pinaglalaruan lang damdamin naming mag asawa. We tried to act normal during dinner time as we were all eating together, and the newly preggy housemate/friend was happy na may mga hint na sa mga words nya na she's pregnant na, me and my husband were just quiet the whole time. Then came Sunday, I feel very sorry for my husband, kasi lahat ng postings sa facebook is about Father's day, we were crying at church, I remember it was about Asoph, the message was actually relating to us, as in God was talking to us that time and comforting us. Then Monday came, and God gave us the answer to our question WHY? I felt sorry for asking God and I ask for his forgiveness for not trusting on him completely. Now I know why, and God is faithful to his promises to us.
Basta tuloy lang ang buhay, to those who have burdens God is always with us, He never leaves us in any minute of our lives.
Happy weekend everyone!!!! Smile!!! =)
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Happy 5!!!
5 years ago, I decided to sign a lifetime contract with Mark, that was the time when we had nothing, I was in my jeans and blouse, Mark was carrying a cake that we bought from Goldilocks as a gift to our Pastor, our wedding rings were customized by my Kuya Raymond, my mother was already waiting in the church together with my bestfriend Carmina and her husband Paul, hindi talaga planado basta ang mahalaga may wedding ring kami ok na kami. It was supposed to be a secret marriage e hahaha, pero di ko kayang itago sa family ko lalo na sa Inay, e supportive naman sila at payag naman sila kasi 6 years na kami nun ni Mark. Bakit kami nagmadali? Our first wedding was 4 days before his flight, after kasi nya mahire dito sa SG gusto nya bago sya umalis kasal na kami nagsigurado ba hahaha,, luckily nakahanap din ako ng work before sya umalis kaya naman hindi na ganun kalungkot nung umalis sya kasi alam namin na susunod ako after a month. He promised na magpapakasal ulit kami once nakaipon na, and true enough he fulfilled his promise, he gave me my dream wedding. Kung nung first wedding namin wala kaming wedding cake nung second wedding namin meron na kaming 5 layers na wedding cake, kung naka jeans at blouse lang ako nung first wedding namin, binihisan ako ni Mark ng napakagandang wedding gown, at kung sa Pizza hut lang kami kumain at 5 lang kami nung first wedding namin, sagana naman at lahat ng malalapit na kapamilya at kaibigan ay nandun nung second wedding namin.
Wala lang sarap lang mag reminisce, share ko na lang ulit yung Same Day Edit video namin.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Furla: Perfect Bag this Summer
Life is Sweet nga eh kaya I should focus on the positive and beautiful things in my life, Thank you Lord, Thank you to my family and to my pretty friends here, and to those who truly care for us. Smile and make our life sweeter each day!!! hooray!!!
I love bags simply because bags can go well in all body forms, di sya namimili kung mataba o sexy ang magdadala, and I don't get rejection from bags, di tulad ng damit most of the time the saleslady will tell me that there's no more size for me hahaha!!! And I always forget that my size is different now compare with my size 10 years ago when all the designs suit me, mapa sleeveless, skinny jeans, dresses etc,, sometimes din naman yung mga designs para sa mga pang chubby make me look bigger than my usual size, ang hirap talaga.
For shoes naman ganun din, mostly ang available size ay maliit sa size ko, tapos madali akong masaktan kaya I pick the shoes base on my comfort and not on the design, maganda nga di naman ako makalakad.
I am lusting for these bags from Furla, perfect na perfect for summer and for rainy days din because they are made of very soft PVC kaya carry lang ang ulan. Kung di lang akon nagpapaka frugal gusto kong bumili agad agad OA, hehehe, promise sa Pasko papaskuhin ko ang sarili ko ng isa sa mga ito hehehe:
Picture source from here: http://www.furla.com/it/statics/candy_evolution/
I love bags simply because bags can go well in all body forms, di sya namimili kung mataba o sexy ang magdadala, and I don't get rejection from bags, di tulad ng damit most of the time the saleslady will tell me that there's no more size for me hahaha!!! And I always forget that my size is different now compare with my size 10 years ago when all the designs suit me, mapa sleeveless, skinny jeans, dresses etc,, sometimes din naman yung mga designs para sa mga pang chubby make me look bigger than my usual size, ang hirap talaga.
For shoes naman ganun din, mostly ang available size ay maliit sa size ko, tapos madali akong masaktan kaya I pick the shoes base on my comfort and not on the design, maganda nga di naman ako makalakad.
I am lusting for these bags from Furla, perfect na perfect for summer and for rainy days din because they are made of very soft PVC kaya carry lang ang ulan. Kung di lang akon nagpapaka frugal gusto kong bumili agad agad OA, hehehe, promise sa Pasko papaskuhin ko ang sarili ko ng isa sa mga ito hehehe:
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Buntis issue
I just have to rant, kaya pasensya na sa post na ito, hehehe.
Background: I am married if 5 years, been trying to conceive na for 3 years, we wanted to enjoy the first two years of just being a husband and wife and we wanted to be financially stable before I get pregnant, pero yun nga kung kelan naman gusto namin mahirap pala, sigh, all my cousins who were married have their own kids, ang inay ko nalang ang walang apo (sigh ulit). We are living with 2 college friends couple, they also had a hard time of getting pregnant after their wedding, kaya at first ok pa ako hehehe may kaperahas e, but now that one of my friends here with us is pregnant napressure ako ng bonggang bonga, masaya ako for them with all honesty they are my friends pero ayun lang super pressure na talaga ako, then the other friend who stay with us also is parang preggy na din waiting n lang ng confirmation, so paano na ako 3 kmi girls dito tapos ako lang hindi buntis wahuhuhu, ok inggitera ako hahaha, tao lang din naman ako and normal lang nararamdaman ko di ba?
Honestly, im so tired and annoyed to those who asked me why we dont have kids, yung tipong last month nagtanong tapos if nagkausap ulit kmi the next month yun ulit yung tanong, there's a limitation of posting in facebook kasi pag bigla sobrang happy ang post ko bigla ang comment na "buntis ka?" kaya as much as possible very specific ako sa posts ko para maiwasan mga ganung comments, d pwedeng nagkcrave ako ng something kc bka akalain naglilihi na, hirap nmn sumagot ng "naku hindi ako buntis", iniiwasan ko din magpost ng picture with babies kasi bka may magcomment na "mag anak na kau" basta ganun hays,,,
Recently lng nagusap kAmi ni Mark sabi ko alam ko na hon kung ano isasagot ko pag may nagtanong sa akin,
ito yung first scene:
Nagtatanong: ilang taon na kayong kasal?
Ako: 5 years na
N: wala pa kayong baby?
A: wala pa e, nagiintay pa (uneasy na ako nito)
N: (titingin ng naawa) dapat mag anak na kau
A: (ngingiti n lang)
Scene 2:
N: may baby na kau?
O kaya
N: bakit wala pa kau baby antagal nyo na ah
A: wala sa plano namin yun pinag usapan na namin mag asawa yun ayoko kasi masira ang sexy body ko nyahaha!!!
O di ba tapos ang usapan hehehe!!! God only knows when, and who we are to question His plans for us. Maybe He is still preparing us to be a good parents.
Background: I am married if 5 years, been trying to conceive na for 3 years, we wanted to enjoy the first two years of just being a husband and wife and we wanted to be financially stable before I get pregnant, pero yun nga kung kelan naman gusto namin mahirap pala, sigh, all my cousins who were married have their own kids, ang inay ko nalang ang walang apo (sigh ulit). We are living with 2 college friends couple, they also had a hard time of getting pregnant after their wedding, kaya at first ok pa ako hehehe may kaperahas e, but now that one of my friends here with us is pregnant napressure ako ng bonggang bonga, masaya ako for them with all honesty they are my friends pero ayun lang super pressure na talaga ako, then the other friend who stay with us also is parang preggy na din waiting n lang ng confirmation, so paano na ako 3 kmi girls dito tapos ako lang hindi buntis wahuhuhu, ok inggitera ako hahaha, tao lang din naman ako and normal lang nararamdaman ko di ba?
Honestly, im so tired and annoyed to those who asked me why we dont have kids, yung tipong last month nagtanong tapos if nagkausap ulit kmi the next month yun ulit yung tanong, there's a limitation of posting in facebook kasi pag bigla sobrang happy ang post ko bigla ang comment na "buntis ka?" kaya as much as possible very specific ako sa posts ko para maiwasan mga ganung comments, d pwedeng nagkcrave ako ng something kc bka akalain naglilihi na, hirap nmn sumagot ng "naku hindi ako buntis", iniiwasan ko din magpost ng picture with babies kasi bka may magcomment na "mag anak na kau" basta ganun hays,,,
Recently lng nagusap kAmi ni Mark sabi ko alam ko na hon kung ano isasagot ko pag may nagtanong sa akin,
ito yung first scene:
Nagtatanong: ilang taon na kayong kasal?
Ako: 5 years na
N: wala pa kayong baby?
A: wala pa e, nagiintay pa (uneasy na ako nito)
N: (titingin ng naawa) dapat mag anak na kau
A: (ngingiti n lang)
Scene 2:
N: may baby na kau?
O kaya
N: bakit wala pa kau baby antagal nyo na ah
A: wala sa plano namin yun pinag usapan na namin mag asawa yun ayoko kasi masira ang sexy body ko nyahaha!!!
O di ba tapos ang usapan hehehe!!! God only knows when, and who we are to question His plans for us. Maybe He is still preparing us to be a good parents.
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Tagging Game
I was tagged by Sis Jhan but I have no time to do this last week, sorry for the delay Sis and thanks for tagging me.
Let me do this... ready get set go!!!
according to Sis Jhan here are the rules:
1. You must post the rules.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then create eleven new questions to ask the people you’ve tagged.
3. Tag eleven people and link to them on your post.
4. Let them know you’ve tagged them!
Here are the questions from Sis Jhan:
1. Why do you blog?
I really love to write, I think since elementary days I started to write on my notebook of my daily chuva, hehehee, then I remember I bought myself a diary ung may lock pa hehehe, I love to read blogs din kasi, I learned a lot and I am inspired also to share whatever I learned and experienced, and also it is my way of expressing my emotions, na ang hindi ko maishare sa facebook etc,kasi not all my friends and those people who knew me aware that this blog exists.
2. How do you view yourself 5 years from now?
5 years from now I am a mother, that is something I want to be, I just want to have a complete happy family, with our own children.
3. What pisses you off?
A broken promises, envious people and liars.
4. What is your most wildest dream?
My most wildest dream is to travel around the world. That is something I want to do if money is not an issue, wahahaha!!!
5. If you only have 24 hours to live, how will you spend it?
I will spend it with my family, I will make videos of myself basta bonggang message yun, yung may greetings for their birthdays, christmas and new year, Basta lahat ng wish ko for them andun sa mga videos, and I will settle everything para di na burden sa kanila, I will hug and kiss them many times, I will call my bestfriends and magpopost ako sa facebook hehehe.
6. Think of 3 persons you hate/hated or angry with. (no need to name them) Why do you hate him/her / Why are you angry at him/her?
Honestly, right now I dont hate anyone.
7. Do you have the balls to say "Sorry, I was mad at you. Can you forgive me for hating you?" to the 3 persons you thought of in no. 6?
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8. Can you totally admit that you are indeed happy and contented with your life now? Why yes/no? Siguro I can say I am happy, contented hindi pa siguro, I still want to do something for my family and we are aiming to have a child of our own pa.
9. Do youknow love Jesus?
HE is my Lord, my Saviour, my Healer and my Provider. I am HIS child who loves her FATHER.
10. How do you show that you love Jesus?
By trusting and believing on HIM, by holding on my Faith and by serving HIM every moment of my life.
11. What can you say about Romans 6:23 and John 3:16?
It's how our Lord sacrifice just to save us from our sins, the unconditional love HE is giving us even we are unworthy of HIS love. God is LOVE!!! =)
Now it is time for me to ask:
1. Where do you want to go after doing this tagging game? why?
2. Is there someone you wish to talk to but there is something that holding you to do that? who is this person and why?
3. What book you are reading now/planning to read?
4. What is your financial goal for this year? how will you be able to achieve that goal?
5. Give at least 5 things that you love to do everyday.
6. Do you have any vacation plan for this year? where would it be?
7. What is your comfort food? where can we find it?
8. What is your beauty regimen? What is your most loved brand you use on your face?
9. Facebook or Twitter?
10. When was the last time you laugh? (as in halakhak hahaha) why?
11. 5 reasons that make you smile everyday.
The people I tagged:
1. you that read this blog ~ pakipost na lang sa comment ng link,, thanks
2. Jhan
3. AC
4. Diane
5. Che
6. Clarice
7. Siegrid
8. Kendz
9. Khim
Happy weekend everyone!!!
Let me do this... ready get set go!!!
according to Sis Jhan here are the rules:
1. You must post the rules.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then create eleven new questions to ask the people you’ve tagged.
3. Tag eleven people and link to them on your post.
4. Let them know you’ve tagged them!
Here are the questions from Sis Jhan:
1. Why do you blog?
I really love to write, I think since elementary days I started to write on my notebook of my daily chuva, hehehee, then I remember I bought myself a diary ung may lock pa hehehe, I love to read blogs din kasi, I learned a lot and I am inspired also to share whatever I learned and experienced, and also it is my way of expressing my emotions, na ang hindi ko maishare sa facebook etc,kasi not all my friends and those people who knew me aware that this blog exists.
2. How do you view yourself 5 years from now?
5 years from now I am a mother, that is something I want to be, I just want to have a complete happy family, with our own children.
3. What pisses you off?
A broken promises, envious people and liars.
4. What is your most wildest dream?
My most wildest dream is to travel around the world. That is something I want to do if money is not an issue, wahahaha!!!
5. If you only have 24 hours to live, how will you spend it?
I will spend it with my family, I will make videos of myself basta bonggang message yun, yung may greetings for their birthdays, christmas and new year, Basta lahat ng wish ko for them andun sa mga videos, and I will settle everything para di na burden sa kanila, I will hug and kiss them many times, I will call my bestfriends and magpopost ako sa facebook hehehe.
6. Think of 3 persons you hate/hated or angry with. (no need to name them) Why do you hate him/her / Why are you angry at him/her?
Honestly, right now I dont hate anyone.
7. Do you have the balls to say "Sorry, I was mad at you. Can you forgive me for hating you?" to the 3 persons you thought of in no. 6?
~~~~~~~
8. Can you totally admit that you are indeed happy and contented with your life now? Why yes/no? Siguro I can say I am happy, contented hindi pa siguro, I still want to do something for my family and we are aiming to have a child of our own pa.
9. Do you
HE is my Lord, my Saviour, my Healer and my Provider. I am HIS child who loves her FATHER.
10. How do you show that you love Jesus?
By trusting and believing on HIM, by holding on my Faith and by serving HIM every moment of my life.
11. What can you say about Romans 6:23 and John 3:16?
It's how our Lord sacrifice just to save us from our sins, the unconditional love HE is giving us even we are unworthy of HIS love. God is LOVE!!! =)
Now it is time for me to ask:
1. Where do you want to go after doing this tagging game? why?
2. Is there someone you wish to talk to but there is something that holding you to do that? who is this person and why?
3. What book you are reading now/planning to read?
4. What is your financial goal for this year? how will you be able to achieve that goal?
5. Give at least 5 things that you love to do everyday.
6. Do you have any vacation plan for this year? where would it be?
7. What is your comfort food? where can we find it?
8. What is your beauty regimen? What is your most loved brand you use on your face?
9. Facebook or Twitter?
10. When was the last time you laugh? (as in halakhak hahaha) why?
11. 5 reasons that make you smile everyday.
The people I tagged:
1. you that read this blog ~ pakipost na lang sa comment ng link,, thanks
2. Jhan
3. AC
4. Diane
5. Che
6. Clarice
7. Siegrid
8. Kendz
9. Khim
Happy weekend everyone!!!
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