Kumusta na kayo????
I miss blogging talaga. actually si hubby din, niremind nga nya ako nung Thursday night na hindi na ako nagboblog at ung last post ko ay nung May pa, kumusta naman July na ngayon,, hehehe,, nagbabasa pala si hubby ng blog ko hehehe.
Oh well, naging madrama ang buhay ko last month, hindi naman sobrang dramang drama kaya wala naman dapat ikabahala, and I am back now to my own self, I am trying to live as happy as I can be, everyday is struggling pa din especially when I am at home ( eto na ang drama, ang kinakatakutan ko dati nangyari na ako na lang ang hindi buntis sa mga friends ko sa house, ang laki ng problema ko noh hehehe, ok para maging fair naman at bago nyo ako ijudge imagine nyo yung self nyo sa akin with 2 pretty pregnant friends at home, talking about babies and pregnancy, while me and my husband are struggling to have one).
God is great and faithful, I remember it was Saturday before father's day, my menstruation was delayed at sobrang delayed na nya na I was hoping and praying na pregnant ako, my plan was to test on Sunday para Father's day, but my friend who got pregnant first told me that our other housemate/friend is pregnant na din, tugudog tugudog ang sabi ng dibdib ko hahaha,, kaya that same day before our dinner nag test na ako at para kaming pinagbagsakan ng langit at lupa when I saw that it was negative, sabi ko bakit namna yung dalaw ko ngayon pa nagmintis parang pinaglalaruan lang damdamin naming mag asawa. We tried to act normal during dinner time as we were all eating together, and the newly preggy housemate/friend was happy na may mga hint na sa mga words nya na she's pregnant na, me and my husband were just quiet the whole time. Then came Sunday, I feel very sorry for my husband, kasi lahat ng postings sa facebook is about Father's day, we were crying at church, I remember it was about Asoph, the message was actually relating to us, as in God was talking to us that time and comforting us. Then Monday came, and God gave us the answer to our question WHY? I felt sorry for asking God and I ask for his forgiveness for not trusting on him completely. Now I know why, and God is faithful to his promises to us.
Basta tuloy lang ang buhay, to those who have burdens God is always with us, He never leaves us in any minute of our lives.
Happy weekend everyone!!!! Smile!!! =)
yey! we miss you GIday. God has better plans for you. He knows your desire so just move on and everything will be okay. =)
ReplyDeleteThank you Che!!! Mwahugs!!!!
ReplyDeleteYour time will come. :)
ReplyDeleteHi AC, Thanks thanks!!!! mwahugs!!!!
ReplyDeleteHi Giday! First of all welcome back to the blogosphere :) I may not be in your shoes but I know the feeling of waiting.. It's one of the most challenging phases in our life. But you know what, despite of everything I can still see a silver lining in your life now. For one, you always have your husband beside you, both of you are brought closer to God and you have just proven that you married the right one.
ReplyDeleteSmile and trust in God's plans.
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DeleteThanks Diane, namiss ko talaga kau nina AC and Che!!!
Deletemwahugs!!!
We're in the same boat - waited two years and trying for three. Sometimes I feel sad that we don't have kids yet, but I've always believed that there is a reason for everything - it's just frustrating not knowing what the reason is right this very minute =)
ReplyDeleteH nicole, you're right, God has a perfect plan or us, always remember the reason why we get married, it is becoz of love, kaya may anak o wala we are binded by love. By the way congratz and welcome to SG. You are truly blessed by God!!=)
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