Buntis issue

I just have to rant, kaya pasensya na sa post na ito, hehehe.

 Background: I am married if 5 years, been trying to conceive na for 3 years, we wanted to enjoy the first two years of just being a husband and wife and we wanted to be financially stable before I get pregnant, pero yun nga kung kelan naman gusto namin mahirap pala, sigh, all my cousins who were married have their own kids, ang inay ko nalang ang walang apo (sigh ulit). We are living with 2 college friends couple, they also had a hard time of getting pregnant after their wedding, kaya at first ok pa ako hehehe may kaperahas e, but now that one of my friends here with us is pregnant napressure ako ng bonggang bonga, masaya ako for them with all honesty they are my friends pero ayun lang super pressure na talaga ako, then the other friend who stay with us also is parang preggy na din waiting n lang ng confirmation, so paano na ako 3 kmi girls dito tapos ako lang hindi buntis wahuhuhu, ok inggitera ako hahaha, tao lang din naman ako and normal lang nararamdaman ko di ba?

 Honestly, im so tired and annoyed to those who asked me why we dont have kids, yung tipong last month nagtanong tapos if nagkausap ulit kmi the next month yun ulit yung tanong, there's a limitation of posting in facebook kasi pag bigla sobrang happy ang post ko bigla ang comment na "buntis ka?" kaya as much as possible very specific ako sa posts ko para maiwasan mga ganung comments, d pwedeng nagkcrave ako ng something kc bka akalain naglilihi na, hirap nmn sumagot ng "naku hindi ako buntis", iniiwasan ko din magpost ng picture with babies kasi bka may magcomment na "mag anak na kau" basta ganun hays,,,

 Recently lng nagusap kAmi ni Mark sabi ko alam ko na hon kung ano isasagot ko pag may nagtanong sa akin,

 ito yung first scene:

 Nagtatanong: ilang taon na kayong kasal?
 Ako: 5 years na
N: wala pa kayong baby?
 A: wala pa e, nagiintay pa (uneasy na ako nito)
N: (titingin ng naawa) dapat mag anak na kau
A: (ngingiti n lang) 

Scene 2:
 N: may baby na kau?
 O kaya
N: bakit wala pa kau baby antagal nyo na ah
 A: wala sa plano namin yun pinag usapan na namin mag asawa yun ayoko kasi masira ang sexy body ko nyahaha!!!
 O di ba tapos ang usapan hehehe!!!  God only knows when, and who we are to question His plans for us. Maybe He is still preparing us to be a good parents.