Life is (Bitter) Sweet :)

Hi pretties :) 

We can't have it all sabi nga nila, what's with the title? I just believe na once nag lelevel up ang trials sa buhay the more we learn, gain more experiences and it made us a better person. Just like a dark chocolate it has a bittersweet taste but it is healthier and as I matured I find it yummier than other sweeter variety of chocolates, kumbaga nagkakasubstance ka you became more valuable. 

Last Friday, we went to a city 2 hours from our home and had our check up, and there the doctor confirmed that I have PCOS :( Madami akong bagay na di maunawaan, at pinipilit inuunawa sa tulong ng prayers at research sa internet pati sa mga kagroup ko na nagbibigay support and tips. There was a moment that I felt numbed, worried and still thankful kay Lord that nothing serious (than that) had seen sa scan halo halo sya, I am hopeful din because of the promise of technology :) and somehow a bit worried and inaalalayan ko din ang feelings ng husband ko basta I can't explain. Kung pwede nga lang sabihin na kainin ko ang isang sakong ampalaya ng hilaw o ang pinakamapait para lang mabuntis ako gagawin ko. I know that this journey will be another one of the difficult rides in our lives as a couple but I beieve that God is leading us in a right direction, that He's on our side in every step of this journey. I really pray that God will give us strength and also to help us sustain the financial aspect. 

on our way to haugesund

I was actually delayed for 16 days and was really hoping na I'm pregnant more of the financial aspect I was really hopeful that I'll get pregnant in a natural way but yesterday my mens came, I felt sad and down but I am a fighter I moved on easily and think what's the next step I should do. That's what I told hubby, and everytime there were unfortunate events or rejection the sadness is there hindi naman yun maalis agad agad but I will think ahead of another options, mabilis ako bumawi and hopefully tuloy tuloy yun. 

Had dinner with hubby after buying all the necessary meds. Behind that smile is a little sadness but me with a lot of determination and a stronger faith in God. We're gonna win this Hon, with our love with each other and the love of God to us, and His promises of a better and happier life, this battle is just a small thing for Him. It's a sure win win for us!!! :)))

This is the first step to see our little giday or little mark. To our future daughter/son I want you to know that we are going to do everything just to have you with the help of our Lord. We are very excited to finally meet you deary!!! and to everyone here please include us in your prayers kasi I believe that more prayers will make us nearer to our dream. 

Thank you Thank you Friendships!!! mwahugs!!! 

Don't worry about me I'm very much ok!!! :)))