Looong Distance Love Affair

Hubby is now in Frankfurt, from there  he will fly to Norway to work. Alone ang drama ko ngayon. I sent him to the airport and I stayed until I knew that he was already on the plane. Walang masyadong dramang naganap because we were in a hurry, plus nagdrama na si hubby sa house, sa amin dalawa kasi mas emotional sya, kaya I need to portrayed that I am strong para sa kanya, but deep inside nyeee,, maiiwan ako dito, wala akong sense of direction, hindi ako organized na tao (and he is), wala na akong cook, wala na akong kasama sa kwarto, wala na akong kausap, nakakatamad tuloy lumabas, kumain sa labas, kaya ko kaya? lahat yan tumatakbo sa isip ko. Tapos boom nabasa ko ito sa status message nya pinost nya nung nasa pre departure area sya, ayun na cryola na lola nyo, tapos he called me when he was on the plane na ayun na umiiyak din si hubby, hindi na makasalita ibinaba na lang namin ung phone.

I am just very thankful most especially kay Lord, side kwento lang, saturday before mag father's day I took a pregnancy test pero NEGATIVE we were crying until Sunday habang nasa church kami umiiyak kami Father's day nun, we were asking God what is HIS plan for us, then Monday came and hubby got this job offer, kaya ang bilis ng reply ni GOD, this is the reason why hindi pa nya kami binigyan ng baby last June. Kaya thank you so much LORD!!! We love YOU!!!

At kay hubby naman, salamat at inaalay mo sa akin lahat ng pangarap mo, salamat sa sakripisyo mo para sa ating dalawa.  Miss na kita! I love u mwahugs!!!