Buntis issue

I just have to rant, kaya pasensya na sa post na ito, hehehe.

 Background: I am married if 5 years, been trying to conceive na for 3 years, we wanted to enjoy the first two years of just being a husband and wife and we wanted to be financially stable before I get pregnant, pero yun nga kung kelan naman gusto namin mahirap pala, sigh, all my cousins who were married have their own kids, ang inay ko nalang ang walang apo (sigh ulit). We are living with 2 college friends couple, they also had a hard time of getting pregnant after their wedding, kaya at first ok pa ako hehehe may kaperahas e, but now that one of my friends here with us is pregnant napressure ako ng bonggang bonga, masaya ako for them with all honesty they are my friends pero ayun lang super pressure na talaga ako, then the other friend who stay with us also is parang preggy na din waiting n lang ng confirmation, so paano na ako 3 kmi girls dito tapos ako lang hindi buntis wahuhuhu, ok inggitera ako hahaha, tao lang din naman ako and normal lang nararamdaman ko di ba?

 Honestly, im so tired and annoyed to those who asked me why we dont have kids, yung tipong last month nagtanong tapos if nagkausap ulit kmi the next month yun ulit yung tanong, there's a limitation of posting in facebook kasi pag bigla sobrang happy ang post ko bigla ang comment na "buntis ka?" kaya as much as possible very specific ako sa posts ko para maiwasan mga ganung comments, d pwedeng nagkcrave ako ng something kc bka akalain naglilihi na, hirap nmn sumagot ng "naku hindi ako buntis", iniiwasan ko din magpost ng picture with babies kasi bka may magcomment na "mag anak na kau" basta ganun hays,,,

 Recently lng nagusap kAmi ni Mark sabi ko alam ko na hon kung ano isasagot ko pag may nagtanong sa akin,

 ito yung first scene:

 Nagtatanong: ilang taon na kayong kasal?
 Ako: 5 years na
N: wala pa kayong baby?
 A: wala pa e, nagiintay pa (uneasy na ako nito)
N: (titingin ng naawa) dapat mag anak na kau
A: (ngingiti n lang) 

Scene 2:
 N: may baby na kau?
 O kaya
N: bakit wala pa kau baby antagal nyo na ah
 A: wala sa plano namin yun pinag usapan na namin mag asawa yun ayoko kasi masira ang sexy body ko nyahaha!!!
 O di ba tapos ang usapan hehehe!!!  God only knows when, and who we are to question His plans for us. Maybe He is still preparing us to be a good parents.

Tagging Game

I was tagged by Sis Jhan but I have no time to do this last week, sorry for the delay Sis and thanks for tagging me. 


Let me do this... ready get set go!!!


according to Sis Jhan here are the rules:


1. You must post the rules.

2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then create eleven new questions to ask the people you’ve tagged.

3. Tag eleven people and link to them on your post.

4. Let them know you’ve tagged them!




Here are the questions from Sis Jhan:

1. Why do you blog?
I really love to write, I think since elementary days I started to write on my notebook of my daily chuva, hehehee, then I remember I bought myself a diary ung may lock pa hehehe, I love to read blogs din kasi, I learned a lot and I am inspired also to share whatever I learned and experienced, and also it is my way of expressing my emotions, na ang hindi ko maishare sa facebook etc,kasi  not all my  friends and those people who knew me aware that this blog exists.

2. How do you view yourself 5 years from now?
5 years from now I am a mother, that is something I want to be, I just want to have a complete happy family, with our own children.

3. What pisses you off?
A broken promises, envious people and liars.


4. What is your most wildest dream?
My most wildest dream is to travel around the world. That is something I want to do if money is not an issue, wahahaha!!!

5. If you only have 24 hours to live, how will you spend it?
I will spend it with my family, I will make videos of myself basta bonggang message yun, yung may greetings for their birthdays, christmas and new year, Basta lahat ng wish ko for them andun sa mga videos, and I will settle everything para di na burden sa kanila, I will hug and kiss them many times, I will call my bestfriends and magpopost ako sa facebook hehehe. 

6. Think of 3 persons you hate/hated or angry with. (no need to name them) Why do you hate him/her / Why are you angry at him/her?
Honestly, right now I dont hate anyone.

7. Do you have the balls to say "Sorry, I was mad at you. Can you forgive me for hating you?" to the 3 persons you thought of in no. 6? 
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8. Can you totally admit that you are indeed happy and contented with your life now? Why yes/no? Siguro I can say I am happy, contented hindi pa siguro, I still want to do something for my family and we are aiming to have a child of our own pa. 

9. Do you know love Jesus?
 HE is my Lord, my Saviour, my Healer and my Provider. I am HIS child who loves her FATHER. 

10. How do you show that you love Jesus? 
By trusting and believing on HIM, by holding on my Faith and by serving HIM every moment of my life. 

11. What can you say about Romans 6:23 and John 3:16?
It's how our Lord sacrifice just to save us from our sins, the unconditional love HE is giving us even we are unworthy of HIS love. God is LOVE!!! =)


Now it is time for me to ask:


1. Where do you want to go after doing this tagging game? why? 
2. Is there someone you wish to talk to but there is something that holding you to do that? who is this person and why?
3. What book you are reading now/planning to read? 
4. What is your financial goal for this year? how will you be able to achieve that goal?
5. Give at least 5 things that you love to do everyday.
6. Do you have any vacation plan for this year? where would it be? 
7. What is your comfort food? where can we find it?
8. What is your beauty regimen? What is your most loved brand you use on your face?
9. Facebook or Twitter?
10. When was the last time you laugh? (as in halakhak hahaha) why? 
11. 5 reasons that make you smile everyday.

The people I tagged:

1. you that read this blog ~ pakipost na lang sa comment ng link,, thanks
2. Jhan
3. AC
4. Diane
5. Che
6. Clarice
7. Siegrid
8. Kendz
9. Khim


Happy weekend everyone!!!

Dongyi

Apart from my work, watching Dongyi every night for more than a week, as in we can finish 1 cd a night 4 hours yun, nood agad pagdating sa bahay d ko n tuloy napapanood c Katherina.
Finale night tonight, I will miss Dongyi.

April Photo A Day Challenge Day 19: Orange

So cute : )

Makati Girl : )

Sorry for neglecting this blog, I only had 4 days vacation including saturday and sunday before I start with my new company, lots of kwentos, like now me and my husband were hooked on a korean drama Dongyi and I finally met Gia and baby Jack after 7 mos : ).

Heniweis, when I was a child dream ko maging doctor because my mom wanted to be one end up she is a licensed Chemical Engineer, now she is a teacher, pero my dream was to work in Makati being probinsyana ako like n like ko ung mga office attire nila luckily nafulfill ko naman yun I worked there for a year, tapos when I worked here in singapore palagi akong jurong area at tuas na sobrang layo sa kabhasnan, kaya sobrang happy ako nung makalipat ako dito : )

Trivia: my first company who fulfilled my dream to work in Makati is the same company I am working with, this company let me experience again the city life which I was longing for the past 5 years of my life here in Singapore. : )

April Photo A Day Challenge Day 10: cold

Im super tired today,good thing is finally naumpisahan n din naming mag gym, bad thing is I ate dinner at todo kanin wahh nagluto kasi si hubby ng adobo e.

I thought I will miss to post for this day, going to bed na when I spotted this remote pwede naman di ba, konek pa din. : )

April Photo A Day Challenge Day 9: younger me

Heto na ang proof na mas matagal akong payat kesa mataba, hehehe. Even before na baby ako payat n talaga ako at kahit nung college days na kahit gaano kadami kainin ko di ako tumataba unfair nga lang ngayon hindi na ganun haizt!

Eneweis, ito na yung for day 9 ko.
Good night everyone!!!

April Photo A Day Challenge Day 8: inside my wallet

Since we came late last night namiss ko yung para sa day 7, super pagod n kc ako kgbi magbyahe ba nmn ako ng 7 hours, gutom at pagod talaga.
Work n ulit tom, this week will be my last week to serve this company, I am really hoping na maging smooth ang turnover ng work ko.

Eniweis, ito n ung entry ko for day 8, kinokolek ko kasi mga bills ng ibat ibang countriesn napuntahan ko, sana madagdagan pa hehehe.

Happy Easter Sunday

We came back yesterday from a weekend getaway, now is the time to celebrate and give thanks to our Lord.

Happy Easter Sunday!! God bless us all!

Outfit of the day:
Dress and belt: Purpur
Bag: LV

April Photo A Day Challenge Day 6: Lunch

Sorry naman ang hirap makakonek sa wifi, been trying since yesterday pero talagang wala.

Here's my lunch yesterday:

We are now in Genting

We reached Genting around 4 am, I was sleeping the whole time of our trip, masaya lang din kasi matagal na yung experience yung mahabang byahe sa bus parang field trip lang kmi ni hubby choz, hehehe!!

Me at 4 am lamigin kasi talaga ako pero tingnan nyo c hubby naka sando lang di sya lamigin pwede na nga daw sya pumunta sa malamig na lugar.

Day 5: tiny

We were rushing last night as in 15 mins lang of packing, we reached home at around 8:15, mabilisang pag aayos then we were off at 8:30 hehehe, we have to reach sun plaza to collect our voucher kasi at 9pm then 9:30 ung pick up ng bus, so im looking for something tiny for photo challenge,

So here's my Day 5 entry

Unplanned trip to Genting Highlands

It was our friends Paul and Rica who happened to be also our housemates invited us to join their trip to Genting they booked their airtickets months ago, we wanted to go but that time Mark haven't got his passport then another classmate visited us and we were not sure when she'll going back to Philippines that time. Tapos yesterday umuwi na sya so that was the time we consider to go, but the problem is all the bus going to Genting were fully booked last night when we checked so we brushed off the idea of going and decided to just stay at home for the weekend. When I woke up I saw missed calls from Rica unfortunately they missed their flight, she told me they already booked the next flight pero mahal na sobra, she told me there are still available coaches pero 9:30pm na ang schedule, ayun we decided to call konsortium and voila meron pa nga 2 way bus will cost us 105 each so ok na, we reserved thru phone then we went to their office sa Sun plaza, as we about to book bigla ko natanong kung may available room pa, tapos 108 per person lang 2 way bus with 1 night accomodation na sa First world hotel last na daw un, kaya ayun binook n namin un kasi additional 6sgd lng difference.

Right now nasa bus on d way na sa genting, more kwento pagbalik ko.

God bless us!!! Have a blessed and meaningful holy week to all!!!

April Photo A Day Challenge Day 4: Someone who makes me happy

For my Day 4 entry here's my hubby in his funny face : )

April Photo A Day Challenge: Day 3: Mail

Sorry I wasn't able to post my entry yesterday as I was very exhausted to blog, but I was able to post this yesterday in my FB account.

Here's my entry for Day 3:

Foodie: Romankan Yokohama

Last Saturday before we went to play bowling, we went to LP to send money and had our lunch in Happy V (ginayang Jollibee) as I am craving for spaghetti, after that lakad lakad lang ganun lang kami pag nasa Orchard palagi kmi didiretso sa Takashimaya to check the sale items dun sa activity hall ba tawag dun, puro male's accesories, shies, bags saka damit ang sale, hubby bought a sandals from hush puppies from 109sgd naging 69sgd na lang sulit di ba,, after nun we went inside the Takashimaya Food Hall I was looking for a certain tonkatsu na nafefeature sa blog ni Chuvaness, until we found it, It was hidden at the right corner tapos medyo dulo na sya, true enough that crispy golden coated pork is yummyness!!! I've never been a fan of tonkatsu even before in the Philippines I will choose the beef or chicken teriyaki than tonkatsu, pero this one is very crispy and juicy, I was satisfied and I can't wait to taste it when we go to Takadhimaya again, next time I would love to try the katsu sandwich it looks delicious too.

April's Photo A Day Challenge

I wasn't able to join the March Photo A Day Challenge so I told my friend Gia to send me the challenge for this month.

Let's all try this, masaya to!!!

Outfit of the day: Green for Palm Sunday

Happy Palm Sunday!!!

For Palm Sunday, this is what I wore today, Hubby and I wore something green pero wala picture si hubby hehehe.

Top and Belt: Purpur
Shorts: Bugis market