I've been quiet here for a while, been meaning to blog but I have a demanding and clingy baby to take care of, I am not complaining here especially if that baby is as cute as her ❤❤❤
Every time I look at her ang saya saya ko, I thank the Lord for making me a mom.
Before Bianca's arrival, I was joking to my friends na oh pag manganganak na ako mag FB live ako, but I never did hehehe. My husband prepared the camera para during delivery may mga pictures, pero pag andun ka na pala sa moment na yun wala ka ng pakialam sa iba ang mahalaga makapanganak ako ng safe pati si baby. And I am agreeing to the saying that sometimes the best moments are those uncaptured by the lens.
Our lives now is totally different, I can't say na mahirap sya because sometimes it is very basic, very peaceful, very quiet (literally esp when the baby is sleeping) may part din naman na mahirap pero madaling matutunan at makasanayan hehehe. I can say that we are adjusting to parenthood pretty well, but honestly speaking we are sacrificing our role as a husband and wife because we are more focused on being a mother and a father. I am fully aware that it should not be the case but I am happy that my husband and I are both on the same track on being a parent first. We don't have our usual free and easy/romantic weekly date, but now I have this what I call famdate. If there's a chance to have a very quick escape going to the grocery stores yun na ang date namin, and I always hear my husband says how he misses "us" but the next word is about Bianca na how he adores her. I always hear na pag may anak ka na pagdating sa shopping makakalimutan mo ang sarili mo at lahat maiisip mo ay para sa anak mo, true enough ganun nga nangyayari sa akin hehehe, sa bahay pa lang alam ko na bibilhin ko like yung very recent trip namin sa mall I was thinking of buying a primer sa mac, I end up going home without that primer but a handful items for Bianca. At ito napansin ko sa asawa ko talaga, and I keep joking him about this, kasi sobrang generous ng asawa ko sa akin as in, siguro nga nakwento ko yung time na may business trip ako sa Indonesia nasa singapore pa kami nun at ako ang humahawak ng payroll atm nya tapos may allowance lang sya sa wallet nya, ayun pag uwi ko pagsundo nya may bitbit na na coach bag binili nya halos lahat nung allowance nya tapos binibiro ko sya ngayon kinakantahan ko pa lnga eh, "iba ka na pala ngayon, ganyan ka na pala ngayon" alam nyo ba yung kanta na yan hehehe kasi di daw sya makaporma ngayon magbibili ng gifts sa akin hehehe, tapos eto pa iba na yung choice of gift nya sa akin pang kusina na kasi daw magagamit din para sa food ni baby hehehe, may anak na daw ako kaya dapat daw may mga ganito na akong gamit hehehe.
o sya, sleep muna ako, habang tulog si Bianca, maya gising ulit ako para ibreastfeed sya. Sorry sa blog ko mabilisan lang hehehe.
mwahugs everyone! namiss ko mag blog.
